Friday, March 20, 2009

class picture

It gets worse.  Not only did I join my high school Facebook, I found a link to my elementary school photos.  

Yes.  Elementary school.  Black and white group picture, grade 6-4 of P.S. 194, Mrs. Lewis, who taught us to think and have opinions and not take crap from anyone (she was a senior teacher, tenure secured).

I showed it to Rich.  

He couldn't find me.

You've been with me for 35 years and you don't know who I am?

Which raises all sorts of thoughts, including the most basic, and the most difficult, and most comforting.

We change, physically.  That's the easy part.  

But I easily recognize the 11-year-old who knew that what she was learning -- even from a semi-iconoclast teacher -- could not explain the bewildering world.

She is getting closer.  Maybe looking at her early years will remind her how far she has come -- and has to go.

Candace




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